I haven't been able to get online in a while, since I just got my laptop back from having its fan fixed.

Only thing of interest that has happened, is that I turned 20 on the 19th of this month, but I didn't really do anything exciting. I still haven't got that shift change I was hoping for, and we just had a guy get fired, so there's even more of a workload on my three other coworkers and myself.

The only drawing I've been doing lately is sketches, of arms and legs and stuff. I still can't find the inspiration, much less the motivation to do a finished piece. I see all these awesome pieces here on dA, and I think to myself, "I want to be able to do that, or be on that level..." and yet the motivation never comes.

I still don't know what I want to do with my life either. I've always wanted to go for an art degree, but with the current rut I'm in, I don't think it would be very smart to do that for a living. So now I'm just as lost as I ever was.